Two Desperate Pleas for Death in One Afternoon and the Stranger at the Gate
On the same windswept afternoon across the Assyrian Empire, a blind elder leans against a mud-brick wall in Nineveh after secretly burying slain kinsmen, while six hundred miles east in mountain-high Ecbatana, a young woman climbs her father’s stairs tempted to end her life.
One dry afternoon wind scoured two distant corners of the Assyrian Empire at once. Down in bustling Nineveh along the eastern bank of the Tigris, aged Tobit felt his way across cracked courtyard bricks with eyes sealed behind thick white films that could no longer tell midday glare from midnight. Nearly six hundred miles northeast, high beyond the jagged gorges of the Zagros range in frost-bitten Ecbatana six thousand feet above the sea, young Sarah climbed stone steps toward her father’s upper chamber thinking of looping a cord over a roof beam. Neither soul had ever heard the other’s name. Both chests ached past the breaking point of human endurance. And at that exact hour, both tilted tear-streaked faces skyward begging God to let them die.
Old Tobit’s sorrow cut doubly deep because it had sprung not from vice, but from fearless mercy. Dragged into Assyrian exile from the tribe of Naphtali, while King Sennacherib littered Nineveh’s outer ditches with executed Israelites and forbade burial on pain of death, Tobit risked his neck gathering slain kinsmen into a dark room by day so he could dig quiet graves for them after nightfall. Hunted by royal informers, he lost house and property. Even later, during the feast of Pentecost when a rare holiday meal steamed fragrant upon his table, word from his son that another strangled Israelite lay unburied in the marketplace brought Tobit straight up from his seat before tasting a bite, carrying the corpse away through quiet tears.
That summer night in Nineveh hung stifling and still. Ritually unclean under Mosaic Law from handling the dead, the exhausted elder lay down outdoors beside his mud-brick courtyard wall with his face uncovered. Overhead along the eaves, sparrows rustled in their nest and dropped warm dung straight into his half-open eyes. Searing pain lanced behind his temples. The harder court physicians rubbed salves across his lids, the thicker white leucoma membranes spread across both corneas until the righteous man sank into four unbroken years of total blindness.
Poverty soon gnawed at every meal. His steadfast wife Anna bent long hours over strangers’ looms weaving wool for wealthy Ninevite households just to put barley bread on their table. One afternoon her employers added a young kid goat atop her wages; hearing its sharp bleating in the yard, blind Tobit—fearing desperation might have tempted her to take stolen goods—insisted anxiously that she give the animal back. Worn thin after four years carrying their survival alone, Anna snapped back with a sentence that sliced her husband’s ribs like broken pottery: “Where are now thy alms and thy righteous deeds? Behold, everyone sees clearly what they have brought thee!” Nothing cuts a faithful soul deeper than hearing one’s devotion mocked under one’s own roof during the hour of helplessness.
At that very instant while Tobit wept outside his Nineveh wall, high in Median Ecbatana a sharp-tongued maidservant in Raguel’s household spat an equally lethal taunt into young Sarah’s face: “It is thou who killest thy husbands! Seven men hast thou been given to already, and not one lived to bear thy name! Must thou scourge us over them? May we never behold son or daughter born of thee forever!” Sarah stood breathless. Seven times she had put on bridal linen; seven times she had walked out of the marriage room amid funeral wails after the demon Asmodeus slew each bridegroom before wedlock could be consummated.
Blinded by tears, Sarah fled upstairs to the roof chamber and stared hard at the timber beam overhead. One quick knot would silence Ecbatana’s cruel whispers forever. Yet the exact heartbeat her trembling fingers edged toward self-destruction, the lined face of her elderly father Raguel—who had neither another son nor another daughter on earth—rose vivid before her inner sight. If she hanged herself today, disgrace and grief would bring her father’s grey head straight down into the grave! Filial love held Sarah’s sandals back from the ledge. Stepping away from the beam, she turned toward the open casement, spread her hands wide, and poured her wounded honor aloud before the God of her fathers.
Here the Book of Tobit pulls back heaven’s veil in two breathtaking verses: at that identical moment, two prayers separated by six hundred miles of mountain ridges were heard together before the glory of the Most High God. The Lord refused them the grave they begged for in exhaustion; instead He decreed a twofold healing beyond anything mortal eyes could foresee. Forth from God’s shining presence sped the holy Archangel Raphael—whose Hebrew name means literally “God heals”—charged to peel white scales from old Tobit’s eyes and break Asmodeus’s hold over Sarah by joining her in holy marriage to Tobit’s only son, young Tobias.
Never guessing heaven’s court had already answered his tears, blind Tobit groped indoors believing death stood near and began setting his house in order. He recalled ten talents of silver—nearly six hundred pounds of refined bullion—entrusted years earlier while he still had sight to his kinsman Gabael at Rages in Media. Calling young Tobias close, the old man imparted a luminous rule of life steeped in fidelity and almsgiving, then pressed into his son’s palm half of a split bond-receipt kept as legal token. “My son, go find a trustworthy man who knows the mountain roads to travel with thee into Media and bring back our silver while I yet live.”
Scarcely had Tobias stepped past his street gate looking for a guide when he stopped short. Standing right outside the threshold, cloak belted trim for travel as though waiting solely for the latch to lift, stood a poised young Israelite with steady eyes. No thunderclap split the sky. No blinding halo flared. God’s archangel wore the unassuming humility of a kinsman calling himself Azariah, son of great Ananias, thoroughly acquainted with every mountain pass and lodging up to Rages and Ecbatana. Led indoors before the blind father for wages of one drachma a day plus provisions, the traveler quieted Tobit’s anxiety with calm authority: “Be of good cheer; safe will I lead thy son out, and safe will I bring him home to thee.”
At daybreak next morning, amid Mother Anna’s heart-wrenching tears as she watched the sole staff of her old age walk down the road, both young men set out eastward. There Sacred Scripture tucks in one tender detail unique in the entire Bible: the household’s little dog trotted out behind their sandals, keeping loyal pace mile after dusty mile. Halting at twilight beside the wide, copper-lit waters of the Tigris River, Tobias stepped down onto the wet bank to wash road dust from his blistered feet.
Suddenly river water exploded white! A monstrous fish lunged out of the muddy current, jaws snapping straight toward the lad’s foot. Tobias cried out, stumbling back, yet Azariah’s voice rang crisp and unshaken from the bank: “Seize it fast by the gills! Let it not go! Drag it up onto dry ground!” Bracing young shoulders at his companion’s command, Tobias hauled the thrashing giant flopping onto river gravel. Beside their first crackling campfire, Azariah instructed him to slit the fish open and carefully set aside three strange organs—its heart, its liver, and its bitter gall—wrapping them tight inside his travel pouch.
After roasting portions of fish flesh for journey rations, while Media’s dark granite ridges rose ahead beneath desert stars, Tobias could hold back wonder no longer: “Brother Azariah, what medicine lies inside this fish’s heart, liver, and gall that we carry?” Turning quiet eyes heavy with heaven’s counsel toward the youth, the traveler answered plainly: smoke from the heart and liver laid upon live coals drives away every demonic affliction so it never returns, while the gall anoints eyes veiled by white films until sight comes rushing back. Tomorrow evening they would lodge inside Ecbatana—right outside the courtyard gate of the maiden who had watched seven bridegrooms die on their wedding night!
“At that time the prayers of them both were heard in the sight of the glory of the most high God: And the holy angel of the Lord, Raphael, was sent to heal them both, whose prayers at one time were rehearsed in the sight of the Lord.”— The Book of Tobit 3:24-25
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